Today is 4th of November 2012..
Esok giliran my daughter to sit for last exam in secondary school..Jezz..She's 17 already!!??
She was born a day after my birthday..secara tepatnya..she is my BEST birthday present EVER!! Dia lahir dalam keadaan keluarga kami belum sempurna..We were young parents..banyak yang tak cukup..tapi dia tak pernah kurang kasih sayang. She got it from both of us and all two side of the family. She's the first grandchild for both family side..so kiranya dia memang dapat perhatian lebih but never spoil!..(thank god).
If i can turn back time..i prefer to have her at older age..HER...i will never change to others!!..Sebab rasanya kalaulah ketika itu saya ada wang simpanan atau setidak-tidaknya income keluarga yang stabil..i think i can give her better life...Not saying that she lives in awful life..No!!
As far as i concern..WE ALL OKEY!
She was a cubby little monster..Why i call her monster?..Because she sucked all out of me..thats why!! Dia menyusu badan sampai umurnya 2 tahun setengah. Bila sampai tahap macam anak kambing menyusu je..saya ambil keputusan berhentikan dia. Macam-macam cara saya guna termasuklah ikut tips orang tua sapu julap kat puting. Julap tu pahit..so dia mesti ta jadi menyusu kalau rasa pahit.My daughter ni..she spoke her first word when she was only 8 month old!..Dia cepat bercakap..So imagine la bila dia dah 2 tahun setengah...dah pot pet pot pet. So bila saya sapu julap tu..dia akan cakap kat saya.."ibu pegi basuh...koto!!"
Saya pun..errr...pastu pura-pura la basuh puting saya..This cubby little monster is so clever..she only put her tounge to taste if it still bitter..She didn't go and suck all the way.So hati-hati la mana-mana orang yang ingat boleh trick dia..nampak je poyo..tapi dia tau!!
Dia pernah kena pukul??..Ohh..Pernahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...Dia pernah teruk kena pukul. Tapi bukan sebab saya mahu mendera dia...Niat saya mengajar..Saya pernah pukul dia sebab saya geram pada Ustazah yang sepatutnya 'mengajar' dia tapi sebaliknya anak saya jadi lebih bodoh sebab cara Ustazah tu mengajar tak betul.Selepas tengok macamana saya 'belasah' anak saya depan dia (dia tinggal di hadapan rumah saya)..dia jadi takut.So since that day..dia lebihkan perhatian dia for my daughter..and everything got better since.. Terima kasih Ustazah..hehehe..
We share same interest in books.I love reading and i start reading for her sejak saya mengandungkan dia.I bought a lot of books for her and she read them all..One thing i noticed that we share not just books..but in photography,writing and clothes too (i already told you guys about it). Di usia 3 tahun..dia sudah pun boleh membaca..Alhamdulillah.
Dia start sekolah semasa berumur 5 tahun. 2 tahun dia tadika islam.6 years in primary school and 5 years in secondary school...and will be sitting for final exam tomorrow. I'm nervous!! Very-very nervous!!
To Aina : Ibu halalkan dari seringgit hingga God know how much yang Ibu dan spent into your education. I know it wasn't much but jika cara ini lebih meringankan tekanan exam esok so..IBU HALALKAN..
I know you can do it..just take your time..Baca soalan dulu..Jangan terburu-buru.Ibu doakan yang terbaik untuk Aina.I love you very much and all the best for SPM.
...and i will still be nervous till the exam finish.
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